Wednesday, October 25, 2006

22 Oct 2006 Sunday

I'm going through this phase now where I'm attracted to greys and muted subtle colours. I've noticed many years ago that for just a few days of the year when the weather overcast, without wind - It creates an atomspheric pressure system that dampens noise. Everything is silent and grey, the ocean is a flat wide expanse of silver, as is the sky. On these moments I feel a kind of peace that I seldom feel - the "nothingness" of it, absense of colours denotes absence of emotion. Any emotion, high or low, pleasure or pain can frey at one's nerves - feeling nothing is a feeling in it's own right - pure lithium - the "nothingness" is perfection like a simple, mathematically precise silver-grey circle on a pure white background.